Up and down

Life's been like that. So yeah, my playlist with DBSK's Holding back the tears again. If you read the english translation, it says.. well. Go Google it. Very inspiring.

Btw EVERYBODY has to use Google Chrome. It quick, efficient and very user-friendly :)

Promote contestability!

Meteor Shower

For some odd bizarre reason I kinda miss home. A bit. Haha. No, I'm no longer desperately homesick but I guess its the food. And Family. Hhahahaa. OMG I'm prioritising food over family now? HAHA I'm just joking XDDDD

So anyway, don't think I'm going to stay up to watch meteors falling from the sky (as if its not late already LOL). Sigh. I wish I could do astronomy. Its so interesting. One day I'll get myself a telescope and learn all the stars and constellations. I want a glass roof attic so that I can just lie down and see stars but I'm guessing its going to be BURNING during midday, in Brunei. HAHA.

Brunei Hall Brunei Hall Brunei Hall Exeat Exeat Exeat Exeat come fasterr winter wonderland xfactor december hols with zah sya jee nasreen and everyone else that I love come fasterrrrrrrrrr :)

Skip tests, school, interview at cambridge, skip field session on tuesdays and skip my lessons :)

I also want..

uni offers.

Wish please come true, happen soon

Goodnight

love love love love

2PM's Heartbreaker!!!

Okay okay, I think I just like songs with 'heart' and 'beat' in the lyrics. Another example, Beat Again by JLS. But Heartbeat is really nice!

Acha Septriasa is awesome too. Had no idea she released an album called Ketulusan Hati.

Tracklist:

Maunya Apalagi
Tentang Kita

Keputusan Hati

SKS (Salahku Kau Selingkuh)

Btw X - Factor Lloyd is so cute!! Its just annoying and frustrating when the songs that Cheryl choose don't and can't show off how good he really is. Grrr

-__-''

K.Will with Hypnotism is pretty good too.

procrastinate

I really do NOT want to work on my maths. So here I am, updating this blog of mine. I wonder if anyone reads my blog anymore.

Just had dinner. Its not as bad as I thought it would be. Usually they give us baguettes, but today it was potato boats, with smoked salmon. It was pretty okay.

Over the course of half term, I unfortunately did not succeed in locating Kim Bum. I guess my Kim Bum radar isn't as strong as I thought it was. I was always behind by one day. Like, if I planned to go to Piccadilly today and then finally decide against going there, the next day I'd find out that thats where he went. Its just a really annoying feeling.

2PM's teaser is out. I'm anticipating their new song :)

Lee JunKi's new drama, Hero, is postponed by a week, pushing the airing day from 11/11 to 18/11.

Lee Da Hae is still super pretty, and is denying rumours of dating Kang Ji Hwan.

Kim Bum is releasing a single in Japan. One of his songs was the OST on BOF.

All this news and more from allkpop!

I am kinda scared right now. I want to go to uni but.. half of me kind of thinks that I'm not ready. I guess I'm just gonna have to be ready by then. XD

Btwwwwww omg I nearly forgot,

there are rumours that SM entertainment want to make a new exclusive contract for DBSK and all their other artistes. I hope in the end Jaejoong, Micky and Junsu win, and will continue activities with Yunho and Changmin as DBSK. Fighting!!

Jaejoong's Heaven's Postman is going to be out SOON!!

Still think Han Hyo Joo is really lucky to have the leading female role. Sigh.. LOL

Uni uni uni uni uni uni. University.

Had a good day, everyone?

First of all, I'd just like to wish Eid Mubarak/ Selamat Hari Raya, maaf zahir dan batin to everyone. I'm like a few weeks late but thats okay anyway :)

School's been okay lately. Havent been able to keep up with any kdramas.

However,.....

1. Can't wait for Heaven's Postman, starring Jaejoong and Han Hyo Joo to come out. Man is Han Hyo Joo one lucky girl or what to be the lead actress?
2. Lee Jun Ki payed for his Taiwan concert. Now this guy knows how to keep a promise. Gotta respect that.
3. Kim bum might go to UK after his activities in Japan finish. He'll be doing a photoshoot here, I believe..
4. I want to know what the court's decision is regarding the DBSK lawsuit.
5. Lee Dong Wook has entered the military to start his military service!!

Okay, 5 should be enough. I have been seriously addicted to allkpop.com because I think its the best place to get up to date news on everything k-related!

And have you heard Colours and Harmony by Jaejoong and Micky? Pure awesomeness (I know, this isnt even a word XD) and the MV is so cute!

I am so annoyed!!

Its not like I don't know how to write 4000characters/800words/47lines.

I have written MORE than this and yet still do BETTER.

I DO NOT UNDERSTAND.

Thing is, THERE IS NO FORMAT,

THERE IS NO RIGHT OR WRONG,

AND ITS SUPPOSED TO BE PERSONAL.

PERSONAL.

P E R S O N A L.

and that is why its called a personal statement.

6 drafts and still not done.

I am going to sleep.

Sometimes I feel like giving up

but I know I shouldn't.

There's nothing to lose anyway. Well, there are some things, but nevermind. My mind is messed up and I can't think straight. The only good thing about being here is the fact that I can cry whenever I want and noone cares. But that is also one of the bad things about being here. Sigh.

I wish someone could just work out the probabilites for me and then tell me what my chances are. My grammar is getting worse, I feel bad and eventhough I know my world is NOT falling apart, it feels like everything is crumbling away. What do I do now?

Raya please come and go quickly. Please just be a quick shot in the heart, not a slow and painful stabbing.

Extract (http://www2.warwick.ac.uk/study/undergraduate/courses/depta2z/economics/l100):

Typical Offer (A/AS Levels):
AAA + AS level B (or C as a fourth A level) or A level AAAB for successful applicants taking 4 A levels inc. Maths and Further Maths. Applicants are encouraged to avoid combinations of subjects with significantly overlapping curricula such as Economics and Business Studies.

Sigh